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 SIDE ONE
 
 
 (Tia is already on
                    the phone with Carrie who is laughing)
 
 
 Russ: I don't believe this, oh my God.
 
 Carrie: I'm sorry.
 
 Russ: I guess.
 
 Carrie: I did, I was laying in bed and
                    I hear the phone ring and went, "oh
                    %&*^*".......
 
 Russ: no kidding.
 
 Carrie: Mike said, "what?" And I said,
                    "they were calling for a session tonight," I totally
                    forgot.
 
 Tia: well you would have been up in
                    about an hour and a half anyway.
 
 Carrie: hour and a half?
 
 Tia: uh-huh.
 
 Carrie: why, To go to the
                    bathroom?
 
 Tia: uh-huh.
 
 Carrie: but see I've learned to do
                    that with my eyes closed.
 
 Tia: ohhhhh.
 
 Carrie: I can do that with my eyes
                    closed now.
 
 Tia: well you have a clear pathway
                    right way through to the bathroom now huh?
 
 Carrie: oh yeah. "Here honey, I'll
                    shut the door." Yeah I have a bad cramp
                                      in my hip that I can’t get rid of
                                      and it hurts so bad.
 
 Tia:
                                      in your head?
 
 Carrie: in my hip.
 
 Tia:
                                      oh in your hip?
 
 Carrie: that’s why it
                                      took me so long to get to the
                                      phone.
 
 Tia:
                                      oh.
 
 Carrie: not walking
                                      very well.
 
 Tia:
                                      well hobbling around, what should
                                      we call you,
                                      Hopalong Cassidy?
 
 Carrie: oh funny.
 
 Tia:
                                      (blows a raspberry) so how’s my
                                      sister mind doing with her dreams?
 
 Carrie: oh God,
                                      they’re weird.
 
 Tia:
                                      I’m sorry.
 
 Carrie: they tell me
                                      that it’s because I’m pregnant but
                                      you know.
 
 Tia:
                                      well that’s part of it.
 
 Carrie: I’ll make
                                      some tea while I’m up, I guess I’m
                                      up.
 
 Tia:
                                      you’re going to be going to the
                                      bathroom in a few.
 
 Carrie: huh?
 
 Tia:
                                      you’ll be going to the bathroom in
                                      a few, backwards and forwards,
                                      backwards and forwards.
 
 Carrie: well it
                                      doesn’t help that I drink water
                                      and tea all night and all day but you’re
                                      supposed to.
 
 Tia:
                                      uh-huh, gotta keep those fluids up
                                      young lady.
 
 Carrie: I drink all
                                      my milk that I’m supposed to and I drink
                                      all of my juices and......
 
 Tia:
                                      uh-huh.
 
 Carrie: God that’s
                                      all I do all day long is like I
                                      drink all day long.
 
 Tia:
                                      well we’re going to have a water
                                      baby huh?
 
 Carrie: probably,
                                      either that or it’s going to hate
                                      fluids.
 
 Tia:
                                      no,
                                      I think it will take after its
                                      mother and love tea.
 
 Carrie: yeah but I
                                      can only drink a couple types of
                                      tea, I can only drink
                                      decaffeinated tea and raspberry
                                      tea. I can't drink green tea and I
                                      can’t drink chamomile.
 
 Tia:
                                      uh-hmm, how
                                      come?
 
 Carrie: because it’s
                                      a sedative-like…….
 
 Tia:
                                      oh yeah.
 
 Carrie: and it slows
                                      down my body functions.
 
 Tia:
                                      which slows down the baby’s body
                                      functions.
 
 Carrie: yeah so it
                                      slows down the liver enzymes in
                                      the baby.
 
 Tia:
                                      ahhh.
 
 Carrie: and so the
                                      baby won’t produce the way it's
                                      supposed to.
 
 Tia:
                                      so you can’t drink regular teas.
 
 Carrie: no, no not
                                      with caffeine either.
 
 Tia:
                                      uh-huh.
 
 Carrie: I don’t drink
                                      any caffeine. Once in a great
                                      while I’ll have a pop or something
                                      but….
 
 Tia:
                                      yeah because you’ll have a hyper
                                      baby that will keep you awake all
                                      night.
 
 Carrie: huh?
 
 Tia:
                                      you’ll have a hyper baby that will
                                      keep you awake all night.
 
 Carrie: yeah.
 
 Tia:
                                      doing somersaults.
 
 Carrie: shown
                                        a lot of
                                          studies that
                                      that like caffeine can cause a lot
                                      of neurological problems in babies….
 
 Tia:
                                      uh-huh.
 
 Carrie: and stuff and
                                      they say that like when you drink
                                      a lot of caffeine but still….
 
 Tia:
                                      yeah.
 
 Carrie: I just keep
                                      it to my basic food groups and my
                                      fruits and vegetables and my tea
                                      and…..
 
 Tia:
                                      uh-huh.
 
 Carrie: and all the
                                      good stuff for me so….
 
 Tia:
                                      so how are you feeling now?
 
 Carrie: good.
 
 Tia:
                                      that’s great.
 
 Carrie: very fat but
                                      really good.
 
 Tia:
                                      of course, of course you're blooming. I
                                      came by the other night and you were
                                      sound asleep…he he he he.
 
 Carrie: that’s very
                                      rare.
 
 Tia:
                                      uh-huh. Well
                                        it involved some really
                                      interesting flying dreams and
                                      other dreams.
 
 Carrie: I have some
                                      weird dreams and I dream all night
                                      long.
 
 Tia:
                                      well that’s good.
 
 Carrie: and still, I
                                      don’t know if the guys told you
                                      about the dream that I had……
 
 Tia:
                                      I was listening intently.
 
 Carrie: oh and I
                                      can’t…….I still for the life of me
                                      just trying to figure out who that
                                      person is. Because it was one of
                                      those……because you can dream about
                                      other people.
 
 Tia:
                                      oh yeah.
 
 Carrie: but it just
                                      wasn’t, it was different.
 
 Tia:
                                      uh-huh, very lucid, very touch,
                                      feel, smell, taste sensitive.
 
 Carrie: yeah and I
                                      knew the person, it was like there
                                      was a connection of some sort.
 
 Tia:
                                      uh-huh.
 
 Carrie: and I just
                                      had a feeling that Russ and Mark
                                      knew him.
 
 Tia:
                                      they probably do, they probably do
                                      but can’t place him. You know how
                                      these guys are like.
 
 Carrie: oh yeah.
 
 Tia:
                                      uh-huh. They couldn't
                                      even find their own socks if they
                                      didn’t know where they put them.
 
 Carrie: I’m hobbling
                                      to get my tea now.
 
 Tia:
                                      uh-huh.
 
 Carrie: so how is
                                      everything up there?
 
 Tia:
                                      everything’s great up here, we’re
                                      very busy.
 
 Carrie: yeah?
 
 Tia:
                                      uh-huh. We’re doing lots of work and things
                                      which I can’t really talk about
                                      but the Cubs are doing great.
 
 Carrie: are they?
 
 Tia:
                                      uh-huh.
 
 Carrie: I’ll bet
                                      they’re big.
 
 Tia:
                                      oh they’re getting big, they just
                                      had their third birthday back in
                                      November…..
 
 Carrie: oh geez,
                                      already?
 
 Tia:
                                      uh-huh and they're
                                      full of mischief and play.
 
 Carrie: yeah I’ll
                                      bet.
 
 Tia:
                                      can’t stop playing half the time.
 
 Carrie: well that’s
                                      what they’re supposed to do.
 
 Tia:
                                      and I’m having somebody throw
                                      socks me at the moment.
 
 Carrie: so who’s in
                                      the room?
 
 Tia:
                                      well there’s Mark’s body of
                                      course, myself, Russ and up here
                                      we have Kiri and Karra.
 
 Carrie: tell
                                      everybody hi for me.
 
 Tia:
                                      oh you’re going to talk to Karra
                                      in a few seconds.
 
 Carrie: okay.
 
 Tia:
                                      she’s getting ready to channel.
                                      Okay, I’m going to put Karra on.
 
 Carrie: huh?
 
 Tia:
                                      I’m going to put Karra on, she’s
                                      trying to look sensible and
                                      serious but she’s being tickled by
                                      a feather at the moment.
 
 
 
 
 
 (Karra gets up-to-date
                                          with Carrie)
 
 
 Karra: hello.
 
 Carrie: hi.
 
 Karra: how’s it going
                                      young one?
 
 Carrie: oh fantastic.
 
 Karra: and we are
                                      growing well I note?
 
 Carrie: growing very big.
 
 Karra: uh-huh, oh you’ve got
                                      more to go yet.
 
 Carrie: I know,
                                      that’s the scary thing, I still
                                      got three months.
 
 Karra: uh-huh and
                                      your aura is radiating
                                      beautifully.
 
 Carrie: oh well I
                                      hope so, it sure feels like it.
 
 Karra: uh-huh and
                                      your stomach area, your belly is
                                      radiating its own private little
                                      aura.
 
 Carrie: (laughs)
 
 Karra: that’s quite
                                      bright at the moment.
 
 Carrie: yeah, well
                                      this one I'll tell you, he’s going to
                                      be a wild one.
 
 Karra: uh-huh. Have you had
                                      a test to see what it’s going to
                                      be?
 
 Carrie: no, they
                                      won’t do it unless…..
 
 Karra: uh-huh.
 
 Carrie: there's
                                      complications.
 
 Karra: or if you’re
                                      over a certain age I believe.
 
 Carrie: yeah, yeah.
 
 Karra: uh-huh.
 
 Carrie: well see they
                                      did one when
                                        I was three weeks to make
                                      sure that the baby was where he was
                                      supposed to be.
 
 Karra: uh-huh.
 
 Carrie: but I kind of
                                      feel like it’s a he.
 
 Karra: yeah well
                                      we’ll see.
 
 Carrie:
                                      I could be wrong but.......I
                                      don’t know why…I just more…I don’t
                                      know…I'm just directed more
                                      towards he.
 
 Karra: yeah.
 
 Russ: can you talk to
                                      it yet?
 
 Carrie: oh I talk to
                                      it all the time.
 
 Karra: uh-huh.
 
 Russ:
                                        does it talk back?
 
 Carrie:
                                            no.
 
 Russ:
                                              oh.
 
 Karra: yes I
                                      understand the feeling very well
                                      that you experience
                                      on a
                                      third dimensional level
                                      because that is like the first two
                                      trimesters for us.
 
 Carrie: oh really?
 
 Karra: uh-huh and
                                      then it develops after that into
                                      the mind that it has.
 
 Carrie: hmm. I feel
                                      it, I feel it emotionally…..
 
 Karra: uh-huh.
 
 Carrie: and I feel
                                      the bonding and
                                      the connection that this child and
                                      I have.
 
 Karra: that’s quite
                                      normal at your
                                      stage.
 
 Carrie: I don’t hear
                                      it but I know that the feelings
                                      that the baby has.
 
 Karra: uh-huh.
 
 Carrie: you know
                                      like, I tell its temperament……
 
 Karra: uh-huh.
 
 Carrie: like when I’m
                                      upset, I can feel the difference
                                      in the way the baby kicks or….
 
 Karra: yes.
 
 Carrie: I almost feel
                                      it…..…..an
                                      uneasiness.
 
 Karra: well that’s
                                      perfectly natural for it to be uneasy when
                                      you’re upset is that it’s feeling
                                      your muscles get tense and
                                      everything.
 
 Carrie: yeah, well
                                      that’s why I try not to get upset
                                      too often like that anymore.
 
 Karra: uh-huh and
                                      you’re doing very well from what I
                                      hear.
 
 Carrie: you know
                                      what? Indirectly you know people
                                      don’t believe that indirectly that
                                      you’re affected in the womb.
 
 Karra: uh-huh.
 
 Carrie: you know? But
                                      they’ve even taking people back
                                      through past life regressions into
                                      the womb.
 
 Karra: yes.
 
 Carrie: for the
                                      traumatizing of the childbirth. I
                                      wanted to have…oh God, what is it
                                      called?
 
 Karra: yeah I know
                                      what you mean, one of your last
                                      sessions here, you wanted a…...
 
 Carrie: water baby.
 
 Karra: yes.
 
 Carrie: yeah but they
                                      don’t do that here in the United
                                      States and I wanted to have a
                                      water baby because they say it’s
                                      less traumatizing for the mother
                                      and the baby.
 
 Karra: uh-huh.
 
 Carrie: and I even
                                      watched one on the Discovery
                                      Channel.
 
 Karra: uh-huh.
 
 Carrie: and this
                                      woman in Russia, she had her first
                                      two children in the ocean and then
                                      her third child, it was too cold
                                      to have him in the ocean…..
 
 Karra: uh-huh.
 
 Carrie: so her
                                      husband filled up a pool in their
                                      front living room and he laid in
                                      the water with her while she gave
                                      birth and they showed it on TV.
 
 Karra: hmm.
 
 Carrie: and it was so
                                      beautiful. I mean it was just so
                                      back to nature.
 
 Karra: uh-huh.
 
 Carrie: back to the
                                      way, the way it was........
 
 Karra: yes.
 
 Carrie: I mean…..
 
 Karra: it takes a lot
                                      of stress off of the muscles and
                                      the baby and it’s very relaxing
                                      and soothing.
 
 Carrie: well the baby
                                      comes out of the water into the
                                      water.
 
 Karra: uh-huh.
 
 Carrie: you know?
                                      Like whereas here it comes into screaming,
                                      doctors and nurses and lights and…
 
 Karra: uh-huh.
 
 Carrie: you know? And
                                      cold, cold
                                        rooms.
 
 Karra: yes.
 
 Carrie: that’s why
                                      we’re going to have........I
                                      mean it’s not the same but we’re
                                      going to have like the lights
                                      dimmed low and……
 
 Karra: nice music
                                      playing.
 
 Carrie: and we’re
                                      going to have Enya playing.
 
 Karra: of course.
 
 Carrie: and they say
                                      that you have that option….
 
 Karra: uh-huh.
 
 Carrie: because that
                                      makes it a little bit less
                                      stressful on the baby and mother
                                      too.
 
 Karra: now remember,
                                      you can’t have any drugs, if you do,
                                      you must play 'Purple Haze'.
 
 Carrie: 'Purple
                                      Haze'?
 
 Karra: uh-huh.
 
 Carrie: why?
 
 Karra: well it would be
                                      fitting with the drugs and the
                                      baby.
 
 Carrie: (laughs) that
                                      would suck. I don’t know if I want
                                      drugs or not. I’ve been doing
                                      research on them.
 
 Karra: uh-huh.
 
 Carrie: but I don’t
                                      know if I’ll have a choice or not.
 
 Karra: well Russ saw
                                      a movie a while back about a baby
                                      being born and the mother had some
                                      drugs and she did her
                                      impersonation of the movie 'Exorcist'?
 
 Carrie: uh-huh.
 
 Karra: while
                                      she was getting ready to give
                                      birth and
                                      then she had the drugs and it was
                                      a very mellow experience for her.
 
 Carrie: oh yeah.
 
 Karra: but it took
                                      away the learning is my opinion.
 
 Carrie: yeah but
                                      sometimes if they don’t give you
                                      the drugs you can actually go into
                                      shock.
 
 Karra: oh yes.
 
 Carrie: you know? I
                                      mean I don’t know, I really don’t
                                      know. Okay they showed five
                                      different births, I’ve heard many,
                                      many stories….
 
 Karra: uh-huh.
 
 Carrie: I’ve heard
                                      lots of women
                                      go in and say they want natural
                                      childbirth and then once they
                                      started into the labor pains they
                                      went for an epidural.
 
 Karra: yes but at
                                      that point it’s really too late.
 
 Carrie: well not
                                      really actually now because we
                                      talked about that in my last
                                      class.
 
 Karra: uh-huh.
 
 Carrie: and not
                                      really because of……there’s like......they do
                                      have to do it at a certain
                                      dilation.
 
 Karra: yes I think
                                      it’s about 7 cm.
 
 Carrie: yeah but they
                                      say if you’re anywhere in between
                                      seven to ten it's only going to be
                                      like another hour.
 
 Karra: pretty much
                                      so, yes.
 
 Carrie: but see I
                                      don’t know, I mean if they could
                                      schedule a C-section for me
                                      because my cervix might not be
                                      able to handle it.
 
 Karra: uh-huh yeah.
                                      Now could you do me a favor? Turn
                                      your head slightly, put one hand
                                      under your belly and stick out
                                      your tongue and go.....(blows a
                                      raspberry)
 
 Carrie: why?
 
 Karra: so that we can
                                      take a hologram of you.
 
 Carrie: (laughs) why
                                      am I sticking out my tongue?
 
 Karra: Kiri’s
                                      suggestion.
 
 Carrie: oh. (laughs
                                      some more)
 
 Karra: that’s better,
                                      with your head slightly tilted
                                      back laughing, that’s better yet.
                                      Okay we’ve got it.
 
 Carrie: okay. Oh I
                                      forgot what I was going to say.
                                      Oh, I quit smoking.
 
 Karra: that’s good,
                                      yes we notice that the aura around
                                      your lung is looking better.
 
 Carrie: I quit
                                      smoking on Halloween.
 
 Karra: oh perfect
                                      timing.
 
 Carrie: yeah actually
                                      it’s been that long, it feels
                                      really good.
 
 Karra: uh-huh, I’ll
                                      bet it feels wonderful.
 
 Carrie: it does, it’s
                                      nice because then I don’t have to
                                      worry about hurting the baby.
 
 Karra: and shortness
                                      of breath as well.
 
 Carrie: well I do
                                      worry about that because I do have
                                      it. My lungs are crammed up into
                                      my boobs.
 
 Karra: uh-huh but
                                      you're doing your breathing
                                      classes…..
 
 Carrie: my lungs, my
                                      stomach, my bladder, everything
                                      else. Actually my bladder
                                      the kid steps on quite a bit
                                      but.....
 
 Karra: yes but I do
                                      remember.
 
 Carrie: so I do, I do
                                      actually have quite a bit of
                                      shortness of breath. My doctor put
                                      me back on an asthma inhaler because
                                      my asthma got worse too.
 
 Karra: well that is
                                      normal and arthritis is also
                                      normal.
 
 Carrie: oh well, yeah
                                      I have that too.
 
 Karra: yeah but
                                      the thing to remember is that not
                                      to do any jumping up and down.
 
 Carrie: oh I don’t.
 
 Karra: uh-huh.
 
 Carrie: Mike makes
                                      sure of that, he’s my food
                                      and my activity police.
 
 Karra: yes.
 
 Carrie: he is, he’s
                                      so cute.
 
 Karra: I remember
                                      getting called to one of my
                                      patients when she was expecting
                                      and she was jumping up and down on
                                      the bed shouting, “will you knock
                                      it off?” She had three little
                                      minds that
                                        were trying to override
                                      her mind and fight at the same
                                      time.
 
 (Tia during her pregnancy with the
                                      Cubs)
 
 Carrie: that’s not
                                      the way to tell them.
 
 Karra: well she was
                                      having real problems at the time.
                                      But you’re fortunate, you’ve got
                                      plenty of room in there unlike my
                                      one-time
                                      patient.
 
 Carrie: I can
                                      imagine.
 
 Karra: uh-huh. Yes,
                                      she’s only little, she’s I think
                                      5’2” and having three little
                                      babies inside her was a real
                                      strain on the poor, young lady.
 
 Carrie: I can imagine
                                      that.
 
 Karra: but she’s fine
                                      now.
 
 Carrie: Mike thinks
                                      I’m moody now.
 
 Karra: well you’re
                                      fine, you’re fine. Everything's working
                                      fine, you’re getting all your
                                      appropriate mood
                                        swings and mood
                                      interests.
 
 Carrie: yeah actually
                                      they’re not too bad, actually it’s
                                      been a real soul-searching event
                                      for me.
                                      My
                                          mood swings
                                          aren't too bad, if anything,
                                      they’re better than they were
                                      though for a while there they were
                                      pretty bad.
 
 Karra: well there is
                                      one big one that you have to watch
                                      out for afterwards.
 
 Carrie: postpartum
                                      depression?
 
 Karra: uh-huh.
 
 Carrie: I’ve heard of
                                      it.
 
 Karra: yes and I
                                      really can’t prepare you that well
                                      for it. I would like to be able to
                                      take it away from you but you need
                                      to learn from it.
 
 Carrie: yeah, well…….
 
 Karra: uh-huh.
 
 Carrie: they say that
                                      most mothers go through it.
 
 Karra: yeah uh-huh,
                                      I’ve been through it. Been through
                                      it quite a few times.
 
 Russ: I’ve been
                                      through it.
 
 Karra: and I plan to
                                      go through it again.
 
 Carrie: uh-huh, I'm sure you have.
 
 Karra: well Russ is
                                      getting in touch with his feminine
                                      side.
 
 Carrie: uh-huh,
                                                          about
                                      damn time.
 
 Karra: uh-huh.
 
 Russ: kicking and
                                      screaming all the way might I add.
 
 Carrie: what?
 
 Russ: kicking and
                                      screaming all the way.
 
 Carrie: uh-huh, well don’t
                                      fight it Russ.
 
 Karra: we’re going to
                                      put on the next person…..
 
 Carrie: okay.
 
 Karra: and then all
                                      three of us will come back at the
                                      end together.
 
 Carrie: okay.
 
 Karra: see you later.
 
 Carrie: bye.
 
 
 
 
 
 (It's Kiri's
                                      turn with Carrie now)
 
 
 Kiri: yo.
 
 Carrie: hello.
 
 Kiri: dudette.
 
 Carrie: how are you?
 
 Kiri: I’m doing
                                      wonderful, and you?
 
 Carrie: good.
 
 Kiri: uh-huh. So
                                      how’s things going for you?
 
 Carrie: really good.
 
 Kiri: that’s
                                      wonderful, wonderful.
 
 Carrie: I’m fat
                                      and…...
 
 Kiri: no you’re not,
                                      well you’re large but you're
                                      beautiful.
 
 Carrie: oh thank you.
 
 Kiri: you're
                                      absolutely radiant.
 
 Carrie: oh you’re
                                      sweet.
 
 Kiri: and remember
                                      that…..
 
 Carrie: I’m just glad
                                      I’m having this kid in the spring
                                      because I can lose the weight in
                                      the summer.
 
 Kiri: uh-huh.
 
 Carrie: if not, I
                                      would be a horrible, depressed
                                      mess.
 
 Kiri: well and also
                                      the fact being pregnant in hot
                                      weather is uncomfortable from what
                                      I hear.
 
 Carrie: yeah.
 
 Kiri: uh-huh.
 
 Carrie: that’s what
                                      I've heard too and I’m pretty
                                      miserable in
                                      hot weather anyways, I can’t
                                      imagine being pregnant in it.
 
 Kiri: uh-huh. But
                                      once you’ve had your baby, we’ll
                                      get you up here and we’ll have
                                      some fun together, you and I on
                                      the astral level okay?
 
 Carrie: haven’t we
                                      been trying that for years and
                                      it's still never happened?
 
 Kiri: we’ll see what
                                      we can do, we’ll see what we can
                                      do. It will be like some of the
                                      dreams that you’ve have recently.
 
 Carrie: I’m getting
                                      better.
 
 Kiri: uh-huh, uh-huh.
 
 Carrie: I’m getting
                                      better.
 
 Kiri: yeah, tell you
                                      what Mark ought to do, he ought to
                                      print up his how
                                        to astral travel thingy and
                                      mail that to you.
 
 Carrie: oh yeah.
 
 Kiri: uh-huh.
 
 Carrie: I used to
                                      have a
                                      tape but I lost it.
 
 Kiri: well we’ll send
                                      it to you from the printer.
 
 Carrie: okay.
 
 Kiri: uh-huh.
 
 Carrie: okay, send it
                                      to the address that I just gave
                                      you guys so..
 
 Kiri: and Tia’s
                                      jumping up and down mimicking what
                                      she did about three years ago,
                                      well just over three years ago.
 
 Carrie: what?
 
 Kiri: when she was
                                      pregnant.
 
 Carrie: oh was that
                                      her?
 
 Kiri: uh-huh, that
                                      was her.
 
 Carrie: I kind of
                                      figured that when I heard it was
                                      three little Cubs and she was five
                                      foot two.
 
 Kiri: uh-huh, five foot
                                      two, eyes of blue, strawberry
                                      blonde, that’s Tia.
 
 Carrie: tell her
                                      don’t worry, I’m not going to jump
                                      up and down.
 
 Kiri: okay, that’s
                                      good, that’s good.
 
 Carrie: I don’t I can
                                      get my fat body off the ground
                                      that far though.
 
 Kiri: well Tia’s very
                                      agile and athletic anyway.
 
 Carrie: no, sometimes
                                      I catch myself like doing silly
                                      things like I think I’m still the inevitable
                                      and I can....….
 
 Kiri: do anything.
 
 Carrie: climb the ladder
                                      and…
 
 Kiri: uh-huh.
 
 Carrie: do that stuff
                                      and then I catch myself and go,
                                      “oh no, no, no, not good.”
 
 Kiri: no, no, no, not
                                      good at
                                        all….
 
 Carrie: risky
                                      judgment.
 
 Kiri: uh-huh,
                                      wouldn’t be prudent at this
                                      juncture.
 
 Carrie: no.
 
 Kiri: no.
 
 Carrie: I'll be able
                                      to do it in three months.
 
 Kiri: uh-huh, well
                                      you’ve got to relax and unwind and
                                      be cool.
 
 Carrie: it’s been
                                      really challenging because of
                                      depending on somebody else to do
                                      things for you.
 
 Kiri: uh-huh.
 
 Carrie: like I really
                                      depend on
                                        Mike a lot to do things
                                      for me and it’s been very challenging
                                      and it was hard at first.
 
 Kiri: yeah.
 
 Carrie: it was really
                                      hard.
                                      I mean I would kick and scream and
                                      cry and try to figure out ways of
                                      how I could do it before I had to
                                      ask him.
 
 Kiri: well you’ve
                                      always been independent ever since
                                      we’ve known you.
 
 Carrie: oh yeah well,
                                      I’m learning……
 
 Kiri: uh-huh.
 
 Carrie: better.
 
 Kiri: now you’re
                                      planning on moving to San Diego in
                                      the next year or so?
 
 Carrie: uh-huh, in the
                                      next two years yeah.
 
 Kiri: next two years.
                                      Well that will give you an
                                      opportunity to have some
                                      experiences.
 
 Carrie: in San Diego?
 
 Kiri: uh-huh.
 
 Carrie: oh yeah.
 
 Kiri: yeah.
 
 Carrie: I’m looking
                                      definitely forward to it.
 
 Kiri: uh-huh, and
                                      when the time is right and you
                                      decide that the time is right, Tia
                                      will help to coach and help to
                                      bring me into your mind to help.
 
 Carrie: okay.
 
 Kiri: uh-huh.
 
 Carrie: yeah, I can
                                      trust that.
 
 Kiri: yeah, well the
                                      three of us will work together as
                                      a team, make it the best
                                      experience for you possible.
 
 Carrie: I can’t wait,
                                      I’m so looking forward to just
                                      getting out
                                        of this place.
 
 Kiri: uh-huh, and the
                                      sun and the beauty.
 
 Carrie: it's going to be
                                      a while but……
 
 Kiri: uh-huh.
 
 Carrie: I have to
                                      deal with what I got here and then
                                      I can leave.
 
 Kiri: did you ever
                                      meet Russ and Mark’s friend Liana?
 
 Carrie: no.
 
 Kiri: oh, well she’s
                                      a friend of Mark and Russ’ and she
                                      actually lives down in San Diego
                                      now.
 
 Carrie: oh really?
 
 Kiri: uh-huh.
 
 Carrie:
                                        I heard about her.
 
 Kiri: uh-huh.
 
 Carrie: I heard about her.
 
 Kiri: oh what did you hear?
 
 Carrie: I think I remember……I
                                        don’t know, I used to remember
                                        hearing…..did you tell me about
                                        her, Russ?
 
 Russ: ahh
                                        yeah.
 
 Carrie: okay.
 
 Kiri: yeah.
 
 Carrie: it was a really long
                                        time ago but I remember…..
 
 Kiri: uh-huh.
 
 Carrie: when you said that, it
                                        kind of brought it back to my
                                        memory.
 
 Kiri: yes she's
                                        the one that managed to break
                                        down Mark's
                                        barriers temporarily.
 
 Carrie: well that’s not bad if
                                        you can do that.
 
 Kiri: uh-huh.
 
 Carrie: my phone battery's
                                        dying.
 
 Kiri: oh it is?
 
 Carrie: can you hear it?
 
 Kiri: no
                                        it sounds fine, it’s buzzing a
                                        little.
 
 Carrie: it’s beeping.
 
 Kiri: oh, how much longer does
                                        that allow you?
 
 Carrie: Hell I don’t know, I’ve
                                        talked for hours on it.
 
 Kiri: oh.
 
 Carrie: and then it just
                                        eventually cuts you off.
 
 Kiri: uh-huh. well
                                          that's good, that’s
                                        good. Now, your instinctual
                                        drives that you’re having at the
                                        moment.
 
 Carrie: uh-huh.
 
 Kiri: let me rephrase that, your
                                        horniness.
 
 Carrie: well
                                        I’m kind of laying low on it.
 
 Kiri: but it keeps on bugging
                                        you every so often.
 
 Carrie: yeah,
                                        well.
 
 Kiri: uh-huh.
 
 Carrie: I think my marital vows
                                        right now are overriding
                                        my sexual vows.
 
 Kiri: oh.
 
 Carrie: it is just an emotional
                                        thing I guess.
 
 Kiri: uh-huh.
 
 Carrie: that you go through.
 
 Kiri: yeah.
 
 Carrie: yeah, you and your
                                        partner when you’re pregnant and
                                        I’m respecting that right now
                                        because I went through it the
                                        first four months.
 
 Kiri: oh yeah, yeah.
 
 Carrie: you know?
 
 Kiri: uh-huh.
 
 Carrie: to
                                          where you’re scared and
                                        you don’t know and you’re
                                        unsure……
 
 Kiri: uh-huh.
 
 Carrie: and it just kind of
                                        ruins the whole thing so……
 
 Kiri: yeah.
 
 Carrie: we're
                                        just kind of laying low and....
 
 Kiri: okay, we’re going to kick
                                        Russ out now, send him
                                        downstairs to do some reading.
 
 Russ: what?
 
 Kiri: bye Russ.
 
 Carrie: I don’t know how much
                                        longer we can talk though….
 
 Kiri:  well that’s why
                                        we’re going to hustle up and
                                        Russ is going…..he’s putting his
                                        finger under his chin and going
                                        Phhtt at me. What does that
                                        mean?
 
 Carrie: have
                                          him tell you later.
 
 Kiri: oh, okay. Well okay, now
                                        we're going to deal with the
                                        problem that you might be able
                                        to help with.
 
 Carrie: uh-huh.
 
 Kiri: and that’s the fact that
                                        Karra wants to get pregnant
                                        again with somebody else’s baby.
 
 Carrie: oh really?
 
 Kiri: uh-huh, it’s to do with
                                        the gene pool.
 
 Carrie: oh.
 
 Kiri: uh-huh and she’s…..well
                                        she's
                                        not having problems with it,
                                        it’s more along the lines of the
                                        prospective father’s having
                                        problem with the idea.
 
 Carrie: why?
 
 Kiri: because he’s a third
                                        dimensional Earth
                                        male that knows Russ very well.
 
 Carrie: oh okay, I got it.
 
 Kiri: uh-huh. Now what's your
                                        suggestions is? He’s
                                        going to hear this.
 
 Carrie: he is going to hear
                                        this?
 
 Kiri: well Russ might or might
                                        not but the prospective father
                                        will.
 
 Carrie: give him a bottle of
                                        tequila.
 
 Kiri: he doesn’t drink very
                                        much.
 
 Carrie: damn,
                                        it
                                        always works here.
 
 Kiri: uh-huh.
 
 Carrie: actually, I think that’s
                                        what got me pregnant.
 
 Kiri: hey, if it works, use it.
 
 Carrie: yeah……..oh God. So he’s
                                        not okay with this huh?
 
 Kiri: well
                                        he’s being very third
                                        dimensional about the whole
                                        entire thing.
 
 Carrie: really?
 
 Kiri: uh-huh.
 
 Carrie: I wonder why?
 
 Kiri: I don’t know, he’s very
                                        sixth dimensional in most things
                                        but in this he’s being very
                                        stubborn and third dimensional.
 
 Carrie: but he knows this is
                                        for……
 
 Kiri: the gene pool and
                                        everything but he says that,
                                        what’s his comment when I asked
                                        him about it? He said that, “it
                                        has to be more than just a
                                        physical exercise.”
 
 Carrie: really?
 
 Kiri: uh-huh.
 
 Carrie: wow.
 
 Kiri: he’s very controlled and
                                        British in breeding.
 
 Carrie: very unique.
 
 Kiri: uh-huh.
 
 Carrie: most of them down here
                                        aren't
                                        like that.
 
 Kiri: well he’s a very
                                        principled individual is Mark.
 
 Carrie:
                                          wow.
 
 Kiri:
                                        very
                                        honor bound and I think it’s
                                        because he has a lot of respect
                                        for Russ and a lot of respect
                                        for Karra that I think he wants
                                        to but he won’t let himself.
 
 Carrie: is Russ okay with it?
 
 Kiri: Russ is reasonably okay
                                        with it, he understands the
                                        reasons better than Mark appears
                                        to.
 
 Carrie: and all three of them
                                        can’t really sit down and talk
                                        about it.
 
 Kiri: no because Mark’s liable
                                        to get embarrassed and just walk
                                        away.
 
 Carrie: hmm. I would think that
                                        would be the solution is for all
                                        three to sit down and talk about
                                        it and really find out what’s
                                        really going on because with
                                        everything that he’s learned
                                        from you guys, you wouldn’t
                                        think that he would be that way.
 
 Kiri: no, I didn’t think he was
                                        going to be that way. We gave
                                        him the opportunity last week
                                        and as far as they got was a
                                        little bit of polite
                                        conversation and a bit of pecking
                                        and that was it.
 
 Carrie: huh.
 
 Kiri: it may be something that
                                        just takes time.
 
 Carrie: yeah, but how much time
                                        does she have?
 
 Kiri: all the time in the world,
                                        it’s more along the lines of how
                                        much time does he have.
 
 Carrie: why do you say that?
 
 Kiri: well he’s a third
                                        dimensional male.
 
 Carrie: oh God, they can
                                        reproduce til they’re 90.
 
 Kiri: yeah but you know what men
                                        are like.
 
 Carrie: yeah, yeah I do.
 
 Kiri: uh-huh.
 
 Carrie: huh.
 
 Kiri: oh well, we’ll figure out
                                        something and maybe you could
                                        write something in a letter.
 
 Carrie: yeah
                                        well yeah, let me sleep on it
                                        for a while and see. Maybe I can
                                        think of…..I don’t know…..but with
                                        all of us, maybe we can figure
                                        out something.
 
 Kiri: yeah that would be nice.
 
 Carrie: yeah.
 
 Kiri: uh-huh.
 
 Carrie: I mean I can……I don’t
                                        know.
 
 Kiri: yeah,
                                        hmm okay, we’ll call Russ back
                                        into the room now.
 
 Carrie: okay.
 
 Kiri: Russ!!!!!!!!!!!!! Okay,
                                        he’s coming back up the stairs.
 
 Carrie: okay.
 
 Kiri: and we’ll have some fun
                                        with him when he comes back up.
 
 Carrie: what are you going to
                                        do?
 
 Kiri: ahh, follow my lead.
 
 Carrie: okay.
 
 Kiri: if he ever gets up the
                                        stairs. You can come back now
                                        Russ!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
 
 Carrie:
                                          you guys move the
                                              magic room?
 
 Kiri:
                                                well
                                                kind of
                                                  but as I
                                          was saying, anyway you know
                                          what men are like.
 
 Carrie: oh yeah.
 
 Kiri:
                                          they’re such animals.
 
 Carrie: yeah they are.
 
 Kiri:
                                          but they have their uses.
 
 Carrie: yeah sometimes…..maybe.
 
 Kiri:
                                          he’s doing the typical male
                                          thing, turning his back on us
                                          and pretending to work on
                                          something.
 
 Carrie: (laughs)
 
 Kiri:
                                          okay, well all three of us are
                                          going to group together now,
                                          okay here we go.
 
 
 
 
 
 (Karra, Kiri
                                          and Tia all gather in
                                            the channeling
                                                field to talk to Carrie)
 
 
 Karra:
                                          hello.
 
 Carrie: hello.
 
 Karra:
                                          we’re back.
 
 (Tia
                                          says hello in Durondedunn)
 
 Tia:
                                          hey sister mind.
 
 Carrie: well hi.
 
 Tia:
                                          hey, okay we’re going to wrap
                                          this up
                                          because we don’t want to run
                                          up their telephone bill too
                                          much......
 
 Carrie: yes.
 
 Tia:
                                          although they can handle it.
 
 Carrie: it will be a while until
                                          I get to talk to you guys
                                          because we're not going to
                                          have a telephone for a little
                                          while.
 
 Tia:
                                          that’s okay, that’s
                                          understandable and there’s
                                          always pen and paper.
 
 Carrie: yeah, I got to train
                                          myself to do that.
 
 Tia:
                                          uh-huh, and we'll
                                          train them to write to you as
                                          well.
 
 Carrie: oh but that will be
                                          the day. I would get a letter
                                          from you guys before I would
                                          from them.
 
 Tia:
                                          well Mark’s written to you
                                          once.
 
 Carrie: yeah he
                                          did.
 
 Tia:
                                          uh-huh.
 
 Carrie: yep, he did. Russ,
                                          yeah right.
 
 Tia:
                                          he
                                          still got his back to us, he’s
                                          pretending to work on
                                          something.
 
 Russ:
                                          I am working on something.
 
 Carrie: uh-huh
                                          sure.
 
 Tia:
                                          sure, sure, sure. Okay, we'll
                                          wrap up here….
 
 Karra:
                                          and we’ll see you later.
 
 Carrie: I love you guys, I’m
                                          glad that you called.
 
 Karra:
                                          we’re glad that we could bring
                                          joy and happiness to your
                                          life.
 
 Carrie: oh you always do, you
                                          know that.
 
 Kiri:
                                          yeah.......
 
 Carrie: I’ll keep you informed
                                          on the baby.
 
 Kiri:
                                          uh-huh and the other little
                                          project as well.
 
 Carrie: yeah.
 
 Kiri:
                                          yeah,
                                          see if we can
                                          come up with some idea on
                                          that.
 
 Carrie: yeah.
 
 Kiri:
                                          uh-huh.
 
 Carrie: right.
 
 Karra:
                                          yes and I…..
 
 Carrie: and don’t worry Russ,
                                          even though I can’t
                                          communicate with words or
                                          telepathically with a child,
                                          there is a bonding there.
 
 Russ:
                                          I got
                                          a suggestion for you
                                          sweetheart.
 
 Carrie: what?
 
 Russ:
                                          remember that tape I made for
                                          you guys that was for your
                                          trip back home?
 
 Carrie: yes.
 
 Russ:
                                          road music?
 
 Carrie: yes.
 
 Russ:
                                          or whatever that was?
 
 Carrie: the one that put me to
                                          sleep? Yeah.
 
 Russ:
                                          yeah, that’s the one. Play
                                          that for the little monster,
                                          she’ll love it.
 
 Carrie: okay, I will.
 
 Karra:
                                          okay.
 
 Carrie: okay.
 
 Karra:
                                          so we will see you later and
                                          thank you for your input.
 
 Carrie: you’re welcome.
 
 Kiri:
                                          okay, see later there…..
 
 Carrie: I’ll try to be a
                                          bigger help though.
 
 Kiri:
                                          oh, you’re always a wonderful
                                          help.
 
 Carrie: okay, I love you guys.
 
 Kiri:
                                          love you lots.
 
 Carrie: take care.
 
 Tia:
                                          bye sister mind.
 
 Carrie: okay.
 
 Tia:
                                          (says goodbye in Durondedunn)
 
 Carrie: bye.
 
 Karra:
                                          bye.
 
 Carrie: bye.
 
 Kiri:
                                          bye.
 
 Carrie: bye.
 
 Russ:
                                          good night dear, have a good
                                          one babe.
 
 Carrie: hey, you too.
 
 Russ:
                                          all right bye.
 
 Carrie: bye you guys.
 
 (Carrie
                                            hangs up)
 
 Kiri:
                                          okay, that’s better.
 
 Russ:
                                          I still think she ought to
                                          start thinking of girl’s names
                                          though.
 
 (she
                                          would eventually have a girl)
 
 Kiri:
                                          shh.
 
 Russ:
                                          shh?
 
 Karra:
                                          she already has a
                                          girl’s name picked out.
 
 Kiri:
                                          she does? What is it? Oh I
                                          know.
 
 Russ:
                                          then what are you asking for?
 
 Tia:
                                          no, Karra was asking, I know
                                          what it is and
                                          I’m honored and delighted.
 
 Russ:
                                          yes.
 
 Tia:
                                          Tia Brianna.
 
 Kiri:
                                            what?
 
 Tia:
                                            what?
 
 Russ:
                                          it’s nothing, it’s just funny
                                          how things go full circle.
 
 Tia:
                                          uh-huh, okay.
 
 Russ:
                                          because I know you two have
                                          had a life or
                                          two together, at least one
                                          life that I know of for sure.
 
 Tia:
                                          well Carrie and myself?
 
 Russ:
                                          uh-huh.
 
 Tia:
                                          uh-huh.
 
 Russ:
                                          it kind of funny to watch
                                          everything coming
                                          around again.
 
 Tia:
                                          yeah, my sister mind.
 
 Russ:
                                          uh-huh.
 
 Tia:
                                          uh-huh.
 
 
 
 
 
 (Tia gets the
                                            real session going now)
 
 
 Tia:
                                          okay let’s get down to
                                          business.
 
 Russ:
                                          okay. This evening we're
                                          working on 'Dune'
                                          and all that it includes.
 
 Tia:
                                          ahh yes, 'Dune'.
 
 Russ:
                                          now mostly Karra’s been
                                          briefed on all this fun stuff
                                          that we’re working on tonight.
 
 Tia:
                                          uh-huh.
 
 Russ:
                                          but…..
 
 Tia: and
                                          she’s being tickled again.
 
 Russ:
                                          uh-huh. So who do you want to
                                          go first?
 
 Tia:
                                          well I’m online, they’re
                                          tickling each other.
 
 Russ:
                                          okay, then we’ll go with you
                                          then sweetheart.
 
 Tia:
                                          uh-huh.
 
 Russ:
                                          since I have to go to into
                                          gray areas here in the first
                                          part of the thing anyway, I
                                            might as well go with
                                          you.
 
 Tia:
                                          oh okay.
 
 Russ:
                                          you’re the most fun to deal
                                          with the gray areas.
 
 Tia:
                                          why?
 
 Russ:
                                          because you never answer my
                                          questions.
 
 Tia:
                                          oh okay.
 
 Russ:
                                          I always like your answers.
                                          All right now, did anybody
                                          brief you about this stuff?
 
 Tia:
                                          no.
 
 Russ:
                                          oh good. Okay, in 'Dune',
                                          part of the story through most
                                          of the books revolve around
                                          something called the 'Missionaria
                                            Protectiva'.
 
 Tia:
                                          yes?
 
 Russ:
                                          and how that works is that
                                          various as they’re called 'Bene Gesserit'….
 
 Tia:
                                          uh-huh.
 
 Russ:
                                          you saw the movie right?
 
 Tia:
                                          no.
 
 Russ:
                                          no? Well various
                                          'Bene
                                          Gesserit' help
                                          get planets prepared for a
                                          future which could be
                                          millennia later of helping out
                                          one of their sisters by
                                          planting religions.
 
 Tia:
                                          uh-huh.
 
 Russ:
                                          that they then foster and let
                                          grow until some day the
                                          religions take a life of their
                                          own when one of their sisters
                                          needs help in some way or
                                          another.
 
 Tia:
                                          uh-huh.
 
 Russ:
                                          one of the points that came up
                                          in this is well just how does
                                          Ashtar Command work in a
                                          similar capacity?
 
 Tia:
                                          I don’t know, you’re probably
                                          walking into a gray area.
 
 Russ:
                                          well I knew I’d
                                          walk into a gray area, of
                                          course I did. I wouldn't
                                              ask you otherwise.
 
 Tia:
                                          I don’t know the workings of
                                          Ashtar Command that well to be
                                          able to say that is what it
                                          does or doesn’t do. It
                                          more seems like it nudges and
                                          coaches and opens up
                                          possibilities.
 
 Russ:
                                          okay, well let’s take
                                          Durondedunn.
 
 Tia:
                                          uh-huh.
 
 Russ:
                                          and Durondedunn, with its
                                          various religions and all,
                                          perfect place to plant a
                                          religion and let it grow don’t
                                          you think?
 
 Tia:
                                          uh-huh. It never
                                            occurred to me
                                              before.
 
 Russ:
                                          what
                                              about the
                                          goddess?
 
 Tia:
                                          uh-huh.
 
 Russ:
                                          I mean here on earth we had a
                                          couple goddess religions but
                                          they died out.......
 
 Tia:
                                          uh-huh.
 
 Russ:
                                        very
                                                          early. Whereas
                                                          on yours,
                                          they were shunned a little bit
                                          for a while and were outcasts
                                          but then it came
                                          back into full force as it is
                                          now.
 
 Tia:
                                          yeah.
 
 Russ:
                                          okay, well it seems to me that
                                          that is something that could
                                          really work in its favor.
 
 Tia:
                                          well I think that’s because
                                          you are patriarchal society
                                          and we're a
                                          matriarchal society. It would
                                          be self-evident that you would
                                          have your male God or gods and
                                          we have our female goddess or
                                          goddesses.
 
 Russ:
                                          hmm, maybe that's why
                                          our God is always
                                          expressed as a male?
 
 Tia:
                                          I have noticed that but our
                                          goddess is always referred to
                                          as either she or the goddess.
 
 Russ:
                                          so it’s a similar thing?
 
 Tia:
                                          yes, it’s self-evident.
 
 Russ:
                                          it’s not a gender undefined,
                                          it’s a gender specific God or
                                          goddess correct?
 
 Tia:
                                          uh-huh, yes correct, which
                                          is natural for a less evolved
                                          minds.
 
 Russ:
                                                uh-huh.
 
 Tia: from
                                            what I’ve
                                          learned of the
                                          Sirian religions, is that they
                                          have a he and a
                                          she and at the very top is an
                                          undetermined gender.
 
 Russ:
                                          right, a voice
                                              that is
                                          neither male nor female, loud
                                          or soft.
 
 Tia:
                                          uh-huh, perfect balance.
 
 Russ:
                                          uh-huh and I’m just wondering
                                          though, how much religion ever
                                          gets seeded and how much as it
                                          gets basically just put
                                            there naturally and
                                          I’m not going to go into that
                                          because they're in gray areas
                                          but just a curiosity.
 
 Tia:
                                          yeah,
                                          out of curiosity, I would say
                                          that it is probably seeded but
                                          not deliberately. On your
                                          planet it was probably derived
                                          from the Sirian religions.
 
 Russ:
                                          well there's also
                                          that and then also we have of
                                          course the extraterrestrial
                                          visitors.
 
 Tia:
                                          uh-huh.
 
 Russ:
                                          and then of course we have again
                                          the devas.
 
 Tia:
                                          correct.
 
 Russ:
                                          so in all of that, it produces
                                          quite a variety of religions,
                                          why you can’t nail it down to
                                          just one? Whereas
                                          on Sirius, it’s pretty
                                          basically just one primary
                                          religion.
 
 Tia:
                                          that’s correct.
 
 Russ:
                                          and on Durondedunn, one
                                          primary religion.
 
 Tia:
                                          no there are minor religions.
 
 Russ:
                                          right but primary.
 
 Tia:
                                          well primary on your planet,
                                          there is one religion,
                                          Christianity.
 
 Russ:
                                          that’s sort of
                                          true.
 
 Tia:
                                          sort
                                            of true, what do you
                                          mean?
 
 Russ:
                                          well the Muslim religion I
                                          hear has got more or at least
                                          as many as the
                                          Christian religion does.
 
 Tia:
                                          yeah but they have Allah and
                                          who is Allah?
 
 Russ:
                                          right.
 
 Tia:
                                          it has Allah…..
 
 Russ:
                                          I see.
 
 Tia:
                                          one God who is the same as
                                          that Judaeo
                                          God who is in turn is the same
                                          as the Christian God. If
                                          you read Abraham, you will see
                                          that there is Ishmael who is
                                          the son that splits off and
                                          founds the Muslim religion.
 
 Russ:
                                          hmmm.
 
 Tia:
                                          you see?
 
 Russ:
                                          uh-huh, but
                                          doesn’t get dealt with in the
                                          Bible at all?
 
 Tia:
                                          no but there is just that
                                          hint.
 
 Russ:
                                          hmm.
 
 Tia:
                                          you see? And in the Bible, the
                                          Judeo religion goes on to
                                          become the Judeo-Christian
                                          religion.
 
 Russ:
                                          what about the sons of
                                          Cain…...
 
 Tia:
                                          uh-huh.
 
 Russ:
                                          who traveled off into lands
                                          and weren’t
                                          heard from again?
 
 Tia:
                                          I don’t know, I didn’t read
                                          your Bible. They
                                          could be other religions,
                                          they
                                          could be the Babylonian
                                          religion, they
                                          could be the Mesopotamian
                                          religion, who knows?
 
 Russ:
                                          okay. All right
                                          next question.
                                          The
                                          subject comes up of the
                                          saying, “control yourself
                                          before you can control
                                          others”.
 
 Tia:
                                          uh-huh.
 
 Russ:
                                          this goes back to a
                                          basic leadership quotation and
                                          that comes from just basically
                                          learning how to being in
                                          control of yourself, you can
                                          then variate the controls you
                                          have over someone else and
                                            what they would go through
                                          because you’re familiar with
                                          yourself.
 
 Tia:
                                          correct. I mean Mark’s a good
                                          example of being in control of
                                          himself.
 
 Russ:
                                          uh-huh.
 
 Tia:
                                          almost painfully in control
                                          and when he’s not in control,
                                          he’s totally out of of his
                                          league, doesn’t know what’s
                                          going on, gets very nervous
                                          and jumpy and silly. Have you
                                          noticed that?
 
 Russ:
                                          uh-huh.
 
 Tia:
                                          and that’s because he's
                                          no longer in control.
 
 Russ:
                                          hmmm.
 
 Tia:
                                          and it’s
                                          something outside of his
                                          influence. So to
                                          look at that, you’d have to
                                          say that Mark is a good
                                          example of that.
 
 Russ:
                                          well
                                          the question comes up because
                                          I’m a very bad example of
                                          that.
 
 Tia:
                                          because you have no control.
 
 Russ:
                                          but I lead others almost
                                          better than Mark does.
 
 Tia:
                                          hmm, I doubt that actually.
                                          Mark’s employees come to him
                                          whenever they need help
                                          whereas they don’t go running
                                          to the other supervisor or the manager,
                                          they
                                              go to Mark.
 
 Russ:
                                          well
                                          so do my employees.
 
 Tia:
                                          yes but they approach you more
                                          with a suggestion of what they
                                          should do. “Do you think this
                                          is the right thing for me to
                                          do?” Whereas Mark’s employees
                                          will go up to him from what
                                          I've seen and say, “look, I’ve
                                          got a problem, what do I do?”
 
 Russ:
                                          so it’s not a question of
                                          who’s better of course but
                                          it’s just……
 
 Tia:
                                          different styles.
 
 Russ:
                                          different styles, correct.
 
 Tia:
                                          uh-huh, but Mark leads I would
                                          say without trying
                                          to be biased, much better. He
                                          directs and leads whereas you
                                          more along the line of say,
                                          "follow me".
 
 Russ:
                                          hmm. So two different styles
                                          but they both achieve the same
                                          end.
 
 
 SIDE ONE ENDS
 
 
 
 | 
        
          | 
 
 SIDE TWO
 
 
 (Tia finishes up
                    her thought before moving on)
 
 
 Russ: hmm, okay.
 
 Tia: sometimes Mark has almost twice
                    as many as he normally has under him. He uses the
                    parking people for crowd control and they do exactly
                    as he tells them to. He’s totally in control of that
                    group and in turn, being in control of that group,
                    he’s in control the one or two hundred people that
                    are trying to get on the buses.
 
 Russ: hmm.
 
 Tia: is that not control for you?
 
 Russ: true, true.
 
 Tia: and in turn, has he not learned
                    how to control himself to control others?
 
 Russ: yeah.
 
 Tia: could you handle that kind of
                    crowd?
 
 Russ: yeah.
 
 Tia: be totally in control?
 
 Russ: uh-huh, with practice.
 
 Tia: yes but Mark just does it.
 
 Russ: well yeah, he's had practice.
 
 Tia: uh-huh, lots of practice so
                    therefore you can’t say that you two are totally
                    different styles.
 
 Russ: true, well we work well
                    together, that’s all that counts.
 
 Tia: uh-huh. Mark has I think a little
                    phrase that he uses that, “a bad order carried out
                    exactly can be countermanded and corrected, a bad
                    order carried badly causes chaos.”
 
 Russ: hmm.
 
 Tia: but I’m only paraphrasing. Ask
                    him what it is some time.
 
 Russ: I will do that.
 
 Tia: I think he, being in control of
                    himself sets a good example for his employees.
 
 Russ: hmm, okay.
 
 Tia: something I have difficulty with
                    sometimes is my crew of 12. But not being sure
                    sometimes.
 
 Russ: so you’re like manager like I
                    am?
 
 Tia: no, worse probably. The fact that
                    they do what I tell them to do is great but the fact
                    that sometimes it’s a debating society……
 
 Russ: about whether he's doing the
                    right thing or something?
 
 Tia: uh-huh. I just turn around and
                    say, “orders is orders from above.” Then I start
                    swearing in Durondedunn and I've learned that if I
                    start swearing in Durondedunn, they've figured out
                    that I’m in a bad mood so they just do what I tell
                    them to do which isn't a good way to lead.
 
 Russ: no I can’t do it that way.
 
 Tia: did the power does fluctuate?
 
 Russ: yeah, it just flucuated.
 
 Tia: hmm.
 
 Russ: should be fun. Lots of really
                    heavy snow up there getting on the power lines and
                    trees and stuff.
 
 Tia: uh-huh.
 
 Russ: okay.
 
 Tia: okay, next question.......yes?
 
 Russ: this is a question that I was
                    going to ask Lyka but I’ll ask you.
 
 Tia: uh-huh.
 
 Russ: because it’s in a similar vein
                    for both of you and that is, in this particular book
                    that I was reading, the 'Bene Gesserit',
                    I guess you could call them nuns maybe? But like
                    with a real like political, military arm?
 
 Tia: uh-huh.
 
 Russ: all right.
 
 Tia: like the Jesuits on your planet.
 
 Russ: yeah I guess so.
 
 Tia: which I think is by simple
                    deduction where the idea comes from. The Jesuits at
                    one time were very political, very powerful and
                    controlled armies.
 
 Russ: oh did they?
 
 Tia: uh-huh.
 
 Russ: oh, I never followed that part
                    of history. Okay now with them, they have a
                    statement saying that, “they flow like water and
                    fill every place.” Now you know with Ashtar Command,
                    it doesn’t quite work like that.
 
 Tia: no.
 
 Russ: how come?
 
 Tia: because we are so few or they are
                    so few.
 
 Russ: hmm.
 
 Tia: I mean if we were to have people
                    on every planet controlling every facet then A, we
                    would take away the choices and the learning
                    experience and the potential. We would be directing
                    and pointing you in the direction that we wanted you
                    to go in.
 
 Russ: the reason I ask is because it
                    sounds very third dimensional.
 
 Tia: yes it is. The way that it sounds
                    is that they know where they want to go, they know
                    where they want the planet to be, they know where
                    the correct nudge will push it in a certain
                    direction that they want it to go which takes away
                    choice, takes away the learning, takes away a myriad
                    of things. By doing it the way that Hades and Ashtar
                    Bases do it, it gives you the options of going this
                    way or that way. I mean if things went bad right?
                    And there was a nuclear war and your planet was
                    wiped out, became uninhabitable……
 
 Russ: right.
 
 Tia: then that is part of the
                    learning.
 
 Russ: well now we’ve been told that
                    were that happen, there’d be this mass evacuation.
 
 Tia: uh-huh.
 
 Russ: I mean Omal said that.
 
 Tia: yes.
 
 Russ: who would get chosen to go?
 
 Tia: I don’t know, gray area.
 
 Russ: where would they go?
 
 Tia: black area.
 
 Russ: (laughs)
 
 Tia: I thought it was funny actually
                    when we had Carrie put her hand under her stomach
                    and she’s holding the phone like this and wanted her
                    to stick her tongue out, turn her head slightly and
                    stick her tongue out but instead she laughed which
                    was even better.
 
 Russ: that did sound pretty neat.
 
 Tia: uh-huh, yes we have a holo now of
                    it.
 
 Russ: good. All right, now this in the
                    book sounds very much similar to what you guys go
                    through and this concerns the process of what are
                    called 'Gholas',
                    and these are being people who are rejuvenated from
                    cells.
 
 Tia: yeah.
 
 Russ: of a person who has gone on or
                    is living and is just waiting to be reborn into a
                    body….
 
 Tia: uh-huh.
 
 Russ: while its memories are intact
                    but they have to be reawakened. Now I’m wondering
                    about the parallels and where Herbert, Frank Herbert
                    got this stuff?
 
 Tia: you’re asking the wrong person,
                    having been the end result of such a procedure…..
 
 Russ: which is why I’m asking you.
 
 Tia: I know as much as you know which
                    is nothing. All's I know is that it was done to me.
                    I’ve had it explained to me and I don’t understand
                    it. It involves separating and splitting and all
                    sorts of things. Words that I couldn't even
                    comprehend. Mind you at the time I was learning
                    English and there were really big words that I
                    couldn't understand.
 
 Russ: did you catch my latest supplement
                      into the webpage?
 
 Tia: oh, about my arriving
                    on the sixth dimension?
 
 Russ: uh-huh.
 
 Tia: uh-huh.
 
 Russ: you read that?
 
 Tia: no not yet.
 
 Russ: oh, I left some stuff out, put
                    some stuff in.
 
 Tia: oh, creative editing.
 
 Russ: I judiciously edited where
                    needed.
 
 Tia: oh.
 
 Russ: I was getting tired and my
                    fingers were getting tired.
 
 Tia: and you wanted to keep continuity
                    and…..
 
 Russ: right. There were some things I
                    was like 'boring', clip.
 
 Tia: uh-huh.
 
 Russ: just let the tape run a little
                    bit.
 
 Tia: yeah but I do know what you mean
                    about the boring parts, some of it is quite boring
                    listening to it.
 
 Russ: well sitting here talking to
                    you, you can’t design a session to be word for word
                    put on tape.
 
 Tia: oh hell no.
 
 Russ: I mean God….
 
 Tia: okay, on that note, I will go and
                    separate the two playful beings.
 
 Russ: okay.
 
 (Tia says goodbye in Durondedunn)
 
 
 
 
 
 (Karra's back to talk to just
                    me now)
 
 
 Karra: hello.
 
 Russ: hi darling.
 
 Karra: how are you going?
 
 Russ: oh I'm just teasing Tia.
 
 Karra: yes I noticed.
 
 Russ: you know, it gets a little slow
                    sometimes in these sessions.
 
 Karra: yes, she was teasing you too.
 
 Russ: oh well, it's just probably part
                    of that past life we
                      had.
 
 Karra: uh-huh. Well, this
                      week you’re out of luck.
 
 Russ: starting your period are
                        you girl?
 
 Karra: yes I am, starting probably
                    in about an hour or two.
 
 Russ: ooh...you have it timed
                      that well huh?
 
 Karra: oh yes.
 
 Russ: hmm not bad.
 
 Karra: now there is something
                    else that we need to discuss.
 
 Russ: yes my
                        sweetheart?
 
 Karra: now honesty
                    time.
 
 Russ: okay.
 
 Karra: I need to get pregnant again
                    for the gene pool.
 
 Russ: okay.
 
 Karra: that’s acceptable with you?
 
 Russ: I thought you already did?
 
 Karra: it wasn’t consummated.
 
 Russ: why not?
 
 Karra: because he behaved very third
                    dimensionally. We got to necking and kissing and
                    cuddling and he says that there has to be more to it
                    than just a physical need.
 
 Russ: hmm, well you know I approve, I
                    don’t mind at all.
 
 Karra: and then there’s the other side
                    of the coin.
 
 Russ: ahh what’s that?
 
 Karra: you'll have to impregnate
                    either Kiri or Tia and I don’t think Tia’s…
 
 Russ: I don’t think Tia’s going to
                    work because Tia doesn’t get pregnant for another
                    five years.
 
 Karra: another three or two, she just
                    told me.
 
 Russ: oh.
 
 Karra: but Tia said that it wouldn’t
                    work anyway.
 
 Russ: why not?
 
 Karra: she swore an oath of bonding.
 
 Russ: oh, well of course.
 
 Karra: uh-huh.
 
 Russ: and also I wouldn’t want to
                    anyway, Mark's a little too attached
                    to Tia in my opinion.
 
 Karra: Tia’s just gone, “well why
                    not?”
 
 Russ: because of Mark.
 
 Karra: she goes, “am I
                    not attractive, am I not beautiful?”
 
 Russ: well okay let’s put it this way,
                    we have a bit of a past that we'd have to work out
                    first.
 
 (her, Mark, Kiri, Karra and myself had shared a past
                    life in Atlantis)
 
 Karra: yes, yes. I do understand.
 
 Karra: but the thing is, why would you
                    not make love to Tia?
 
 Russ: well because like I say,
                    there’s.........I wouldn’t mind but I
                    have a feeling that she would have a problem with
                    it.
 
 Karra: now reverse that, and
                    apply it to me. Now you see the problem.
 
 Russ: ahh. Well, I’ll go
                    knock up Kiri.
 
 Karra: that’s a foregone conclusion.
 
 Russ: (laughs)
 
 Karra: and as you two have made love
                    before…..
 
 Russ: oh yeah, no problem there.
 
 Karra: uh-huh.
 
 Russ: we’re pretty compatible I would
                    say.
 
 Karra: yeah but the time’s
                    not right for Kiri.
 
 Russ: no but it will be.
 
 Karra: with the spacing
                    of our children, the time is right.
 
 Russ: hmm great.
 
 Karra: uh-hmm.
 
 Russ: well I hope I'll
                        be the father I always am.
 
 Karra: well you will be the father,
                    it's just that the fact the genes won't
                      be yours.
 
 Russ: well that’s fine.
 
 Karra: uh-hmm.
 
 Russ: you've
                      explained gene pools to me
                    enough where I could
                    go swimming every day.
 
 Karra: yes (chuckles),
                    but it is important that……
 
 Russ: of course it is.
 
 Karra: uh-huh. Now Kiri discussed it
                    with Carrie, I don’t know why she kicked
                    you out.
 
 Russ: ahh.
 
 Karra: but she was like.....oh
                    I understand, because she wanted just Carrie's
                    input without your comments.
 
 Russ: as if I would comment.
 
 Karra: yes you would.
 
 Russ: of course I would.
 
 Karra: uh-huh…that’s why
                    she did it…..okay, now on to other things.
 
 Russ: uh-huh.
 
 Karra: okay, time to
                    relax you know, getting uptight again.
 
 Russ: I didn’t think I've
                    been that uptight.
 
 Karra: yes you have.
 
 Russ: have I?
 
 Karra: uh-huh. You’re coiled like
                    spring even now, even the
                    tone of your voice, “have I?” tells me that
                    you’re uptight again. Also the fact I see it in your
                    aura.
 
 Russ: okay.
 
 Karra: uh-huh. Let your hair down, be
                    you.
 
 Russ: it's probably these
                        books I'm reading.
 
 Karra: uh-huh, making you
                    very serious.
 
 Russ: well it’s preparing me.
 
 Karra: yeah, but tell you what.
 
 Russ: huh?
 
 Karra: when you finish that one,
                    lay off them for a week.
 
 Russ: oh I'm definitely
                      going to lay off.
 
 Karra: yeah, just for a week.
 
 Russ: I am.
 
 Karra: uh-huh.
 
 Russ: but you have to…..I mean you of
                    all people.
 
 Karra: yes I know it is the
                    preparation and the knowledge and the information
                    that you're questing for which is
                    wonderful.
 
 Russ: of course. I mean if I’m
                    uptight, it’s just because of the
                    seriousness of the matter that were dealing with
                    here.
 
 Karra: yes I do know what you mean.
 
 Russ: what are they doing?
 
 Karra: oh I’m just being tickled and
                    having my toes sucked by a feather
                    and Tia's sucking
                    my toes. Well more licking
                    actually, I didn’t realize her tongue was
                    quite that rough.
 
 Russ: all right, on to other things
                    then.
 
 Karra:
                      okay.
 
 Russ:
                        sorry for the
                    uptightness but like I say….
 
 Karra: oh that’s all right. Yes I had
                    to point it out to you because I didn't
                    want you to get to the point of stomach pains again.
 
 Russ: thank you.
 
 Karra: uh-huh.
 
 Russ: all right, other memories.
 
 Karra: okay.
 
 Russ: we were discussing this
                      as well......we were going
                    over this.
 
 Karra: uh-huh.
 
 Russ: and how in the book, it’s a 'Bene
                    Gesserit' thing to depend on memories
                    that have been passed down life to life when
                      you go through the spice agony.
 
 Karra: uh-huh.
 
 Russ: now you have past lives……
 
 Karra: yes.
 
 Russ: which you can draw
                    upon.
 
 Karra: uh-huh.
 
 Russ: are those similar to the
                    regressions I do?
 
 Karra: yes, very much so apart from I
                    think for example, broken arm, bone’s
                    sticking out, I already
                    know how to do it but let’s say I didn’t know how to
                    do it.......
 
 Russ: okay.
 
 Karra: right? It’s the first time I’ve
                    come across an arm with a bone sticking out
                    that
                    I
                      would think, “hmm” and I would visualize it
                    which would key in the
                    memory and I’ll go, “ahh, that’s how I
                    fixed it!!”
 
 Russ: hmm.
 
 Karra: I know there’s pain there, that
                    person suffering horribly, “hmm” and I
                    would look for another image that would tell me how
                    to do it without pain. For example, stress fractures.
                    That
                    is my learning lesson, it
                    is a new thing for me.
 
 Russ: hmm.
 
 Karra: and the fact that it is myself
                    that
                    has it makes it harder. I’ve never come across
                    stress fractures before. Normally they're clean
                    breaks. Stress fractures normally happen when a lot
                    of pressure is applied continuously. It’s like a
                    branch that you keep on bending it and bending it
                    and finally what happens?
 
 Russ: it breaks.
 
 Karra: yes but it breaks in
                    fibers but just before the point of it breaking.
 
 Russ: oh.
 
 Karra: so that is a new experience for
                    me.
 
 Russ: well they fixed
                          the knee just fine.
 
 Karra: oh yeah but I think I could do
                    it myself if I didn’t have my mental block.
 
 Russ: hmm, why do you have
                        a mental block though?
 
 Karra: because it reminds me.
 
 Russ: not to do it again?
 
 Karra: yeah it reminds me of other
                    things, things that we don’t dwell on.
 
 Russ: of course.
 
 Karra: such as that song.
 
 ('He’s
                    Gone' by the Grateful Dead. An
                      experience of emotional trauma from
                          earlier in her life and her
                            connection to me makes it so I can't play that song as it
                              makes her cry even to this day)
 
 Russ: yes. Now in the book, the other
                    memories described there are sometimes like what
                    you’re talking about but more often than not, it’s
                    actual voices.....
 
 Karra: uh-huh.
 
 Russ: in your head.
 
 Karra: oh yes, I hear the voices too,
                    the voices are part of it. For example, let us say I
                    come across somebody that has hemorrhaging in the
                    intestines right?
 
 Russ: uh-huh.
 
 Karra: and I will
                    hear a doctor telling me how to fix the hemorrhaging
                    of intestines but I never, when I went to become a
                    medic, I never had to deal with it. When
                      we do the training, it's more
                    along the lines of learning how to use the
                    equipment, learning how to put the bandages on,
                    learning how to put the ointment, use the crystal
                    correctly, the rest of it is
                    already within us as healers. The fact of using
                    energy to align the bones in a break so that it
                    meshes nicely and then getting the
                    energy flow going whilst we're
                    wrapping the bandages and
                    I will hear a voice saying, "in days of old blah
                    blah blah blah blah blah blah" and it won’t stop
                    until I finish doing the process.
 
 Russ: what voices do you hear?
 
 Karra: teachers from other lives.
 
 Russ: oh really?
 
 Karra: uh-huh. Sometimes for example,
                    today you remember that I went off-line briefly?
 
 Russ: uh-huh.
 
 Karra: we had a young lady that
                    twisted her ankle and she was in a lot of pain so I
                    went and dealt with her and I’ve dealt with
                    twisted ankles hundreds and hundreds of times right?
                    And I still hear the voice telling me from the
                    lesson eons ago on what to look for, to make sure
                    that it is just a twist, that it’s not broken,
                    how
                    to manipulate it and put it in the right position
                    and it was a very distinct, male
                    voice.
 
 Russ: hmm.
 
 Karra: that’s why when I’m healing
                    somebody sometimes……remember when we
                    used to do the healings on Carrie?
 
 Russ: uh-huh.
 
 Karra: that I would stop.
 
 Russ: right.
 
 Karra: and I would stop in
                    mid-sentence, I was listening to a voice......
 
 Russ: oh.
 
 Karra: telling me where to proceed
                    next.
 
 Russ: so kind of like you
                    talking to me….
 
 Karra: uh-huh.
 
 Russ: and explaining stuff
                    that I’m doing.
 
 Karra: that’s correct.
 
 Russ: hmm okay. Now is there a way to
                    maybe make that occur in third dimension?
 
 Karra: yes…..
 
 Russ: how?
 
 Karra: look within yourself,
                    visualize.
 
 Russ: and relive the past
                    lives myself?
 
 Karra: uh-huh but it would
                    take a long time for me to explain, longer than we
                    have on tape.
 
 Russ: right.
 
 Karra: in basic form of how it works
                    is that you would visualize a situation….
 
 Russ: right.
 
 Karra: very similar to the
                    one that you’re working on. You would look for
                    similarities and you would see them because it’s a
                    past life thing. And then you would think, "now what
                    did they tell me, what
                    was I told to do, how does this work?" And then you
                    would hear the voice saying, "the alignment
                    of the angles has to be proportional to the......"
                    so on.
 
 Russ: right. Okay, because
                      this
                        morning we were working on
                    something….
 
 Karra: yes?
 
 Russ: what was that? I mean
                    this morning.
 
 Karra: this morning?
 
 Russ: I was half in and half out.
 
 Karra: I think it was to do with the
                    aligning of the chakras, no that wasn’t it.
 
 Russ: more like on
                    the world.
 
 Karra: yeah, it was the aligning of
                    something.
 
 Russ: it was like making
                    reality work.
 
 Karra: uh-huh.
 
 Russ: I can't remember the
                          exact words.
 
 Karra:
                      yes
                    it was the aligning of the mind with
                    what appears to be.
 
 Russ: right, right.
 
 Karra:
                      uh-huh.
 
 Karra: so basically working
                    on mentally creating that…
 
 Karra: uh-huh.
 
 Russ: which would be coming into
                    reality.
 
 Karra: correct. Okay, do you
                    have any more questions dear?
 
 Russ: one more darling.
 
 Karra: okay.
 
 Russ: quote, "This is the
                    awe-inspiring universe of magic..."
 
 Karra: uh-huh.
 
 Russ: "where there are no atoms, only
                    waves of motions all around."
 
 Karra: uh-huh.
 
 Russ: "Here you discard all
                    belief and barriers to understanding.
                    You
                    put
                    aside understanding itself. The universe cannot be
                    seen, cannot be heard, cannot be detected any way by
                    fixed perceptions. It is the ultimate void where no
                    preordained screens occur upon which forms may be
                    projected. You have only one awareness
                    here, the screen of the Magi, imagination. Here you
                    learn what it is to be human, you are the creator of
                    order, of beautiful shapes and systems
                    and organizer of chaos."
 
 Karra: uh-huh.
 
 Russ:
                    which
                    explains magic pretty good.
 
 Karra: uh-huh.
 
 Russ: but also goes in a
                    little deeper to other things…..
 
 Karra: yes, like astral travel.
 
 Russ: correct and things that you, as
                    a resident of Hades Base, get a better view of than
                    I do....
 
 Karra: yes.
 
 Russ: the void of the universe.
 
 Karra: uh-huh. It can be a
                    great void filled or totally empty and
                    it’s only I that decides what goes in it.
 
 Russ: hmm.
 
 Karra: you see?
 
 Russ: uh-huh.
 
 Karra: okay.
 
 Russ: thank you
                    love.
 
 Karra: see you later hon.
 
 Russ: bye love.
 
 
 
 
 
 (Due to time constraints, we
                    come into a session already in progress.)
 
 
 Kiri: how can I help you guys tonight?
 
 Skip: well, one lady asked me if you
                    would please watch over her or help her,
                    her name's Penny. She’s
                    going to New Orleans to meet a gentleman that she would
                    like to spend the rest of her life
                    with.
 
 Kiri: that’s a destiny thing,
                    that’s a little bit tricky.
 
 Skip: that’s okay, I just thought I’d
                    mention it.
 
 Kiri: I really can’t watch over
                    somebody because like you, I'm flesh and blood and
                    bone and I’m not a spirit form, I’m a real live
                    functioning.....alien.
 
 John: you got ants in your
                    pants there girl?
 
 Kiri: uh-huh, I got ants in my pants.
 
 John: yeah, I was going to say, you’ve
                    got ants in your pants.
 
 Kiri: uh-huh, I don’t wear pants, I
                    wear a skirt. I wear running
                    pants from time to time but I don’t wear pants very
                    often.
 
 Russ: my problem was
                    addressed on the Internet, people thinking that
                    sixth dimension means you’re not a form, that you're
                    a spirit and you wander around in a
                      ghost-like form.
 
 Kiri: I did address that this time.
 
 Russ: you weren't there that
                      night, this was another night.
 
 Kiri: no I did mention that I am
                    physical.
 
 Russ: oh yeah well,
                      it
                      was probably another night.
 
 Kiri: uh-huh. Yeah so I can’t
                    watch over an individual as much I would love to, I
                    have my own engineering work but tell her that my
                    wishes do go with her and I do hope
                    that everything is successful and to trust
                    her guides. Her guides are much more aware of
                    vibrations than people realize and sometimes it’s
                    just a gut feeling that this isn’t right.
 
 Skip: talking about
                    guides…..
 
 Kiri: uh-huh. You had that funny
                    experience didn’t you?
 
 Russ: well tell her.
 
 Skip: no, not really, I was just going
                    to ask if anything’s happened with the gentleman
                    that we spoke of before?
 
 Kiri: he’s still alive as far as I know.
 
 Skip: all right, all right. Okay
                    that’s all I wanted to know.
 
 Kiri: still alive.
 
 Skip: that's the end of
                        that.
 
 Kiri: I know, but
                    you do have a guide, you know that don’t you?
 
 Skip: yeah.
 
 Kiri: uh-huh. Okay, next question.
 
 Judy: at least his mother doesn’t kick
                    me out of his life yet.
 
 Kiri: no, well mothers are, they still
                    look after their little ones. I know I’m
                    protective of my two little monsters. But talking of
                    little monsters, I'll see if I can get
                    my little monster to stay awake for a channeling
                    session.
 
 Judy: with him?
 
 Kiri: yeah. I’ll see if I can get him
                    to come, It may be a week or two.
 
 Skip: okay.
 
 John: make it two.
 
 Kiri: I’ll see what
                    I can do. But we will have to probably do
                    an early channeling session that night.
 
 Skip: okay.
 
 Kiri: okay, now there is little bit of
                    a problem about next week.
 
 Skip: uh-huh.
 
 Kiri: Mark needs time off from
                    channeling for a week.
 
 Skip: okay.
 
 Kiri: uh-huh. He wanted
                    to
                      take two weeks and I say a week only.
                    We
                    had a long discussion about it last night and
                    backwards and forwards, backwards and forwards,
                    backwards and forwards and finally in
                      the end he agreed to just a
                    week off.
 
 Skip: why can’t he have two weeks off?
 
 Kiri: because there are bigger
                    concerns than just his own.
 
 Russ: okay.
 
 Kiri: the only energy that will be
                    taken out will be taking is just the
                    physical moving around and everything.
 
 Russ: okay.
 
 Kiri: uh-huh, okay......
 
 Skip: because he needs a vacation.
 
 Kiri: yeah he does, he’s worked
                    totally hard for the past what, five years?
 
 Russ: four years.
 
 Kiri: four years. Almost
                    channeling continually for that time apart from a
                    little break here and there and those
                      little breaks are very useful for him.
 
 Skip: that’s tough.
 
 Kiri: uh-huh, it is. I mean for us,
                    it’s a bit of fun and excitement. For
                    him, it can be a real chore sometimes.
 
 Skip: same with us here,
                    it’s fun and excitement for us too but by using
                      him as the go-between.....
 
 Kiri: uh-huh, well he
                    comes up here anyway but……
 
 Skip: yeah but that’s still, that’s
                    tough.
 
 Karra: oh
                        yeah.
 
 Russ: we used go two times
                    a week.
 
 Kiri: uh-huh.
 
 Skip: did what?
 
 Russ: two times a week, it used to be.
 
 Skip: holy mackerel….
 
 Russ: Fridays and Tuesdays.
 
 Kiri: uh-huh, poor Mark used to pay a
                    real price for that. Notice he’s put on a little bit
                    of
                      weight since then?
 
 Russ: has he?
 
 Kiri: uh-huh.
 
 Russ; I guess
                    so.
 
 Kiri: yeah he’s not so pinched around
                    the face as he used to be.
 
 Russ: oh true.
 
 Kiri: he
                    may one day even actually make
                      it up to his supposed
                    correct weight, I think not. But in the
                    meantime, okay so…..
 
 Skip: so he’s taking next week off.
 
 Kiri: yeah, uh-huh, it
                    will be good for him.
 
 Skip: all right, okay.
 
 Kiri: uh-huh.
 
 Skip: that suits me right down to the
                    ground.
 
 Kiri: okay, cool.
 
 Russ: yeah I have no problems.
 
 Kiri: okay.
 
 Skip: I’m working.
 
 Russ: I’ve got to transcribe this tape
                    out anyway.
 
 Kiri: yeah and okay so I will
                    try and get Leonedies to channel
                    the week after but it depends if he's
                    in the mood and is not being so cantankerous
                      and egotistical and
                    arrogant. You know what
                    little ones can be like, little
                    ones with big minds.
 
 Skip: okay but anyway,
                    yeah, suits me right down to the ground.
 
 Kiri: okay, any questions for me?
 
 Skip: I asked my question.
 
 Kiri: Judy?
 
 Judy: hmm?
 
 Kiri: I always find that a quick backhand
                    works for that.
 
 Judy: oh yeah? He’s getting a little
                    bit big for that. He's bigger than I am.
 
 Kiri: who here likes pain?
 
 Skip: likes what?
 
 Kiri: likes pain.
 
 John: pain.
 
 Skip: nobody.
 
 Kiri: and if you do something wrong
                    and it's painful, you’re not going
                    to do it again.
 
 John: well you try not to.
 
 Kiri: yeah.
 
 John: I mean I burn myself at work, I
                    don’t intentionally ever try and burn myself……
 
 Kiri: no that’s different, that’s an
                    accident.
 
 Skip: that’s an accident, no we’re
                    talking about intentionally…..
 
 Kiri: yeah. For example, let me see,
                    if I was to break a window on purpose then I would
                    expect to pay the consequences and I would try not
                    to break that window because I know that paying the
                    consequences would be painful.
 
 Skip: that doesn’t seem to matter to
                    this……
 
 Kiri: no it doesn’t. I can’t comprehend……
 
 Russ: what about taking
                    away privileges?
 
 Skip:
                      that
                    doesn't
                      seem to work with this young
                    man.
 
 Russ:
                        that always seem to work with
                          me........no? Oh.
 
 Kiri: well there is the other option
                    is that what you do is you take away everything,
                    clothes everything and just leave them with bed,
                    sheets, blanket, that’s it and when he
                    does something good, you give him something
                    back.
 
 Russ: that’s a Sirian thing,
                    that’s what they do on Sirius.
 
 Kiri: uh-huh.
 
 Skip: that’s right.
 
 Kiri: it’s a sixth dimensional way,
                    you take away all privileges.
 
 Russ: I know, Karra gave me that one
                    in my head one time a long time ago.
 
 Kiri: yeah.
 
 Russ: but just now that you said it,
                    it went clicked in going,
                    “where have I heard that before? Oh yeah, it was in
                    my.......”
 
 Kiri: yeah well you take away
                    everything and all he has is his bed, that’s it and
                    if he wants clothes, you give him the
                    clothes that you want him to wear right?
 
 Russ: yeah, that’s a Sirian deal.
 
 Kiri: and if he does something good,
                    he gets his drawers back right?. Doesn’t have
                    anything in it, but he gets his chest of
                    drawers. If he does something else good, he gets the
                    clothing that goes in that drawer. And then the next
                    drawer and the next drawer and so on.
                    Does something wrong, he loses that particular thing
                    that he just got. Works great on Sirius.
 
 Russ: yeah it does.
 
 Kiri: because kids like to wear what
                    they want to wear but if they don’t have any clothes
                    and you’re the one telling them, "you're
                    wearing this today."
 
 Russ: yeah, checkered pants with a
                    paisley shirt.
 
 John: that’s cruel, now you’re getting
                    to the point of being cruel and unusual.
 
 Kiri: that is cruel and unusual
                    punishment.
 
 John: yeah but so is Russ.
 
 Kiri: but on Sirius, it works very
                    well. Now you just remove everything, lock it up so
                    so that they can’t go and get it. And
                    when they do that good thing, that they get it back,
                    the
                    chest of drawers, then you make a
                    big hoo haw out of it and that is an incentive that
                    makes them realize they’ve done something good and
                    want to do something else good right? But also when
                    you take that privilege away when they screw up, you
                    make a big hoo haw out of that so that they remember
                    that. Now it can be very hard to do but on Sirius it
                    works very well. I never had anything taken
                      away, I was a good little girl,
                    most
                    of the time.
 
 John: oh that means you didn’t get
                    caught very often.
 
 Kiri:
                          that's right.
 
 Russ: well she might go around without
                    clothes.
 
 (laughter all around)
 
 Kiri: well, what’s wrong with walking
                    around in a bikini?
 
 Russ: man, set her up
                    with cases of wine nowadays.
 
 Kiri: uh-huh. I designed all my own
                    clothes but talking of which, can I ask a favor from
                    you and Karra?
 
 Russ: sure.
 
 Kiri: can
                    I store a couple hundred cases over at your place?
 
 Russ: where? We don’t have any room in
                      our place. We're barely strapped
                      as it is.
 
 Kiri: I’ll figure out something.
 
 Russ: why don’t you just take one of
                    the extra rooms that we’ve got in the hallway next
                    to us?
 
 Kiri: yeah but somebody might
                    want…..I’ll talk to Karra about it.
 
 Russ: she’s the block manager, there
                      is about
                      four rooms left over there.
 
 Kiri: uh-huh.
 
 Russ: wouldn't get something
                        like four people the on the base
                    who
                    want to get rooms.
 
 Kiri: well you never know. But anyway,
                    yeah that’s the way we do it on Sirius. Our legal
                    system or law system, we don’t actually have a law
                    system. If you mess up against society, you’re sent
                    away for reeducation, you live with that horror, day
                    after day, week after week, month after month until
                    you realize that what you’ve done is wrong and you
                    atone for it. And it’s a reeducation system, you
                    point out what you’ve done wrong, you live with
                    those consequences for however long it's
                    necessary until you learn that that was wrong and
                    then atone for it.
 
 Russ: it's very effective,
                      I’ve talked to someone
                    on Sirius once that was in their penal system.
 
 Kiri: it’s not a
                    penal system, it’s a correctional facility.
 
 Russ: well I call it a penal system.
 
 Kiri: reeducation facility.
 
 Russ: whatever, I talked to this guy
                    who was in there because I wanted
                    to know more about it and the guy was like
                    totally happy with the system, says it worked great
                    and he was changing his ways and he realized what
                    had happened was wrong, the most happy criminal I’ve
                    ever seen in my life.
 
 Kiri: uh-huh, but you have to remember
                    one important key, we do read each other’s minds.
 
 Russ: well yeah, there is that.
 
 Kiri: uh-huh, but
                    only if you want to and if you’ve done something
                    wrong, you have to let people in to have a
                    look to examine what you’ve done wrong and they will
                    only examine that particular thing that you’ve done
                    wrong. That’s very kind of you young man, we'll
                    have you domesticated eventually.
 
 John: I’m a sophisticated barbarian, I
                    mean I am trainable believe it or not.
 
 Kiri: okay, well I’ve been told by Tia
                    to wrap it up and that would be perfect for Mark
                    when he gets back.
 
 John: it will be perfect.
 
 Kiri: uh-huh. So we're going
                    to wrap it up and call it a wrap.
 
 John: oh, I haven’t had a chance to
                    talk to you in a few weeks.
 
 Kiri: no you haven’t, have you?
 
 John: yeah for a few
                    weeks actually.
 
 Kiri: okay, what can I do for you bud?
 
 John: oh nothing, I’m just glad I can
                    participate.
 
 Kiri: oh.
 
 John: and I’m looking forward to the
                    next time I’ll be able to.
 
 Kiri: yeah.
 
 John: because that’s all relative you
                    know what I mean?
 
 Kiri: it is all relative.
 
 John: yeah, because of work.
 
 Kiri: yeah.
 
 John: and we are giving Mark next week
                    off yes?
 
 Kiri: yes, he does need it.
 
 John: a well-deserved
                    rest.
 
 Kiri: okay……
 
 John: is there anything we could do
                    for Mark? Maybe do a little barbecue or something
                    for him?
 
 Kiri: yeah, throw him in a swimming
                          pool, no he doesn’t swim
                    does he?
 
 John: oh yeah, that’d scare the
                    &^%&^% out of him, throw in the lake.
 
 Judy: hot tub.
 
 Kiri: you could probably get some
                    squirt guns and hose him down.
 
 Skip: I’ll tell you what, I’ll tell
                    you what........
 
 Kiri: uh-huh?
 
 Skip: can you put in his mind to come
                    down to my house, my hot tub's fixed?
 
 Kiri: we’ll see what we can do, I
                    can’t do that as that's unethical.
 
 John: yeah that might be a nice little
                          thing.
 
 Skip: well okay all right.
 
 Kiri: it's unethical.
 
 Skip: well then make a suggestion to
                    him.
 
 Kiri: I’ll kick his butt.
 
 Skip: (chuckles ) well that’s little
                    unethical too isn’t it?
 
 Kiri: actually, I know a way of
                    getting him to do something, I’ll withhold from him.
 
 Skip: okay, have him come
                    down to the house because the hot tub's
                    fixed.
 
 Judy: you can’t get him
                    down to eat a meal that's cooked by
                    somebody else, what are you talking about?
 
 Kiri: well you know what Mark’s like,
                    he doesn’t like the heat apparently.
 
 Skip: only too well.
 
 Kiri: anything over 90
                    and he suffers, terribly.
 
 Judy: thank you again for the
                    suggestions.
 
 Kiri: oh, you’re welcome, you're
                    welcome.
 
 Judy: I can’t say that I can put them
                    into play because there are other people involved in
                    the situation. The counselor's involved, two
                    different ones.
 
 Kiri: well maybe you should try
                    talking to him about that idea instead of
                    taking everything away, how about if you take away
                    one privilege at a time?
 
 Judy: we're kind of sort of doing that
                    right now and it kind of sort of works
                    sometimes and kind of sort of
                    doesn’t.
 
 Kiri: well during time out,
                    ask him, "how far do you want to go? Do you want to
                    have absolutely nothing in your room, no posters, no
                    clothing, no nothing apart from bedding?"
 
 Skip: no radio, no TV.
 
 Kiri: yeah.
 
 Skip: no Walkman.
 
 Kiri: uh-huh. Or what you could do is
                    as a trial run is one
                    day when he's out, just
                    clean out his whole entire room and say to him,
                    "okay, is this what your room to look like? Because
                    if you carry on going with having all your
                    privileges gradually taken away, this is what you're
                      going to end up with."
                    And just say to him be in here for an hour
                    and just leave him alone in there for an hour, tell
                    him
                    not come out of the room and to ask himself is that
                    what he really wants to end up with
                    and
                    then help him to put everything back
                    later on.
 
 Judy: I still have to see what the
                    counselors have to say about this.
 
 Kiri: yeah.
 
 Skip: okay, yeah.
 
 Judy: I mean the suggestion is
                    plausible.
 
 Kiri: yeah.
 
 Judy: because he’s got enough junk in
                    his room to last….
 
 Kiri: yeah, a lifetime.
 
 Judy: yeah, more than that.
 
 Kiri: uh-huh, a juvenile lifetime.
                    Okay…….
 
 Russ: night Kiri.
 
 Skip: good night baby.
 
 Kiri: good night all.
 
 John: see you.
 
 Kiri: yeah, I’ll be back in two weeks.
 
 John: all right, see you in a couple
                    weeks hopefully from me.
 
 Judy: see you
 
 
 
 
 
 (Tia ends the session)
 
 
 Judy: do you have to have
                    every other Wednesday off?
 
 John: no they channel every other
                    Wednesday.
 
 (Tia says hello in Durondedunn)
 
 Judy: I thought that was part of your
                      schedule?
 
 Russ: hi Tia.
 
 John: ideally but not
                    necessarily.
 
 Tia: okay, Kiri beat me to it.
 
 Judy: that’s what you’re supposed to
                    have off?
 
 John: yeah but I mean it’s all
                    relative.
 
 Tia: yeah. Okay, bye everybody.
 
 John: bye.
 
 Judy: goodbye.
 
 Russ: goodbye.
 
 John: thank you.
 
 Tia: thank you for the
                      channeling session, see
                    you all in two weeks.
 
 Russ: night
                      Tia.
 
 (Tia says goodbye in
                    Durondedunn)
 
 
 THE TAPE ENDS
 
 
 
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